I always remind others, "Once GOD touches your life, you will never say NO to Him. Not even once."
Albert Einstein once said that "the only source of knowledge is experience." Some people create the experience by themselves. Sometimes, it comes by itself. At the age of 14, I've learnt to find for moolah on my own. I worked at Dad's restaurant but it wasn't adequate. Dad added some pocket money as well, but it was too little. Nevertheless, I never complaint. I knew my condition and I told myself, "If I wanted something, I had to work for it." However, I never told Grandma, Aunties and Uncles about my dirty part time job.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. That's what I believe in. If you still remember, I did depict my childhood as 'short and sweet'. "WHY is it short? 18 years is a long journey", you'd say. As a matter of fact, it was. But I had expurgated the dark and twisted memories of my childhood. Dark and twisted! I admitted that my pasts weren't that promising. But that what made me today. Now, in the present, I am stronger. 
I have intense passion in cooking. Compare to you (women!) who don't even know how to cook, I've started cooking since I was seven! Yes, when I was in Standard 1. I bet by that time you were still crying in school! Well, not much to be proud of, anyway. It's more to 'scrambling' rather than actual 'cooking'. As I told you earlier, I've so called food orgasm... in eggs.
My heart is not at ease, tonight. I have no idea why. Perhaps I've been thinking about the same issue over again. What am I to them? A mere toy, instead of a friend? I'm haunted by the pasts, so I'm a bit pessimistic with the new friendships that I'm trying to build. Struggle not to mind over these things, yet I can't help it. In my heart, I pray a hopeful hymn.. "I will lie down in peace and sleep, for you alone, O LORD, will keep me safe." (Psalm 4:8)Let's continue sharing about the childhood rhapsody, shall we?
"Complex. That’s what we called life now! I was thinking that we need a simple life. Just like when we were young, when everything is trouble-free. As we get older, we make things complicated for us. Thus, it's a no wonder that we always find bliss in every simple thing that occurs to our life."-Bobby D. (2010)
On May 24th 2010, 4:20 AM, an adorable baby boy was born at a clinic in Kuala Penyu, Sabah. Yes, that's me! Mom said I was a healthy baby. A bit healthier, perhaps. But...
I could feel something different today. I couldn't figure out why, but it was completely bizarre. Totally. I was imagining myself listening to some classical songs at a coffeehouse. It was strange, but soothing at the same time. Perhaps, it's just the new outlook of this blog that contributed to the peculiar sensation. Ah, nevermind.
