Omnipotent

I always remind others, "Once GOD touches your life, you will never say NO to Him. Not even once."

Yes, I was lost before. Before I embraced Christianity, I remembered whispering: “If you're real, show me who you are. Show me that you are truly My GOD, My Salvation.” Somewhere in 2008, my wish was granted. There was this one particular night where I experienced something spiritual.

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Feats

Albert Einstein once said that "the only source of knowledge is experience." Some people create the experience by themselves. Sometimes, it comes by itself. At the age of 14, I've learnt to find for moolah on my own. I worked at Dad's restaurant but it wasn't adequate. Dad added some pocket money as well, but it was too little. Nevertheless, I never complaint. I knew my condition and I told myself, "If I wanted something, I had to work for it." However, I never told Grandma, Aunties and Uncles about my dirty part time job.

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Melancholy

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. That's what I believe in. If you still remember, I did depict my childhood as 'short and sweet'. "WHY is it short? 18 years is a long journey", you'd say. As a matter of fact, it was. But I had expurgated the dark and twisted memories of my childhood. Dark and twisted! I admitted that my pasts weren't that promising. But that what made me today. Now, in the present, I am stronger.

When I was nine...

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Scrumptious

I have intense passion in cooking. Compare to you (women!) who don't even know how to cook, I've started cooking since I was seven! Yes, when I was in Standard 1. I bet by that time you were still crying in school! Well, not much to be proud of, anyway. It's more to 'scrambling' rather than actual 'cooking'. As I told you earlier, I've so called food orgasm... in eggs.

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Trypanophobia

My heart is not at ease, tonight. I have no idea why. Perhaps I've been thinking about the same issue over again. What am I to them? A mere toy, instead of a friend? I'm haunted by the pasts, so I'm a bit pessimistic with the new friendships that I'm trying to build. Struggle not to mind over these things, yet I can't help it. In my heart, I pray a hopeful hymn.. "I will lie down in peace and sleep, for you alone, O LORD, will keep me safe." (Psalm 4:8)

Let's continue sharing about the childhood rhapsody, shall we?

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Nostalgia

"Complex. That’s what we called life now! I was thinking that we need a simple life. Just like when we were young, when everything is trouble-free. As we get older, we make things complicated for us. Thus, it's a no wonder that we always find bliss in every simple thing that occurs to our life."

-Bobby D. (2010)

On May 24^th 2010, 4:20 AM, an adorable baby boy was born at a clinic in Kuala Penyu, Sabah. Yes, that's me! Mom said I was a healthy baby. A bit healthier, perhaps. But...

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Camaraderie

I could feel something different today. I couldn't figure out why, but it was completely bizarre. Totally. I was imagining myself listening to some classical songs at a coffeehouse. It was strange, but soothing at the same time. Perhaps, it's just the new outlook of this blog that contributed to the peculiar sensation. Ah, nevermind.

So, just now I happened to...

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Inexplicable

"Just because you're my classmate, it doesn't make you a friend to me!!"

Something happened few days back. It was a bit personal...

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Pathway

This blog haven't been updated for quite a time now. Things have been pretty hectic since I take the teaching course. I'm still wondering whether I make the right decision afterall. Somehow, I feel as if I have made a mistake. A huge one. I'm not sure what future is going to promise me. Nonetheless, I have to be brave and move on. Right now, I'm working hard for it.

Let's see what do we miss two weeks ago.

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Finale

I went to see Jason's mom last time to shape my eyebrows. They looked so much better now compare to last time (It's evident in the photo on the right), and I felt so happy and confident of myself.

Somehow, I felt like crying thinking that I would be leaving KL soon. I didn't even manage to get the new 'spectacles'. I wanted it so badly, but I believe that one day GOD would replace it with something better. And true enough, my eye sights had improved tremendously. Thanks to Berries product that I've been using all this while.

Oh NO! There's a catch as well...

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Auspicious

I had been waiting for so long for a moment like this. Finally, I had received the result of my application. I should say that it's promising. I will be receiving the allowance throughout my study years, and it's guaranteed that I'll get a job. So, I would like to announce to the world that I'll take an oath...

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Highlights

Yesterday Highlights
8PM: Went to Pasar Malam for the delicious duck. I ended up throwing it as it contains too much fats.
10PM: Took my Thai Enzyme, and I got diarrhea afterwards. I continue drinking it, anyway.

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Routines

Didn't manage to update the blog last night as my God-brother was using it.

Nothing much happened yesterday. Even if there was, I forgot most of it already. I could only remember how incapable I was to 'set' my mind to think that... I was driving a manual car, not an automatic one.

Today, I woke up early. Consumed my Whey Protein and went straight to the gym. It was nice as I could run as fast I could. I MUST lose as much weight as possible. It was a hectic day for me. I watched TV a bit and then took my bath. So refreshing!

Later of the day, I went to EMPIRE shopping mall. There were not many shops inside. I love the interior design, though. So artistic! I bought chicken drumsticks and savouring it them all inside for two hours.

Will be going to church tomorrow. So, good night!

A manglish quote of mine: “all my friends are my fingers, anyone have trouble or problem, I feel the hurt also”

Ps. Is missing BX₂ so badly.

Monotonous

Woke up at 11AM today. Recently, I tend to raise late in the morning. Perhaps I used to the comfort zone already. Couldn't imagine how's life going to be in the future if I kept doing the same. The result of my application for universities will come out tomorrow. Will I get to enrol into Universiti Malaya? It's been my dream but I wasn't that excited for it, either.

I had my herbalife drink with green tea, today. It tasted better. Didn't do anything the whole afternoon and I felt so bored. This dull life of mine had been going on for 6 months!
Around 3PM, I looked for some foods in the frozen.. only to get surprised by the 'flies eggs' on the meals. Had no choice but to cook an instant noodle for myself.

Log on the Net for awhile but turned it of after being shocked by a 'proposal' from a guy. I had to put him down. Went downtown later on to get porks and stingray fish - I just hated the smell, man! I rushed back home, cooked pork-chop and ran straight to the gym.

Ps. Would like to thank Mr Jimmy for the piece of advice. Will sleep early as I have a driving practice tomorrow.

"We are sure the sun is shining just behind the cloud."
-Barney E. Warren

Beginning

I believe that everyone has their own stories. My name is Bobby Dean, and I'm here to tell my stories. People say 18 years old is the beginning of your life. I couldn't agree more. There are so much things happen to me lately, and every single of them is precious.

I will let simplicity to guide you throughout this blog. I won't be using bombastic words that would confuse you, and complicate my storytelling. Let me tell you a bit of myself. I have an interest in photography, cooking, interior design, swimming, and working out.

Lately, I'm busy with my driving classes. There was once my car stopped in the middle of highway and other cars were honking from behind. It was so embarrassing! But I'd take that as a part of learning. I felt silly for scolding the car, though. Oh yes, last night I received a text from BX. The person made my day although we're no longer an item. We happened to be good friends now, nevertheless.